September

Well. It's been a while, huh? Things have CHANGED since the last post.
Allow me to..elaborate.

• I'm kinda getting used to my class. I mean, at some points I'm just like WTF am I doing here?! but its way better. It kinda sucks having only like 4/5 barely close friends in your class but I'm dealing with it.
• That 'love of my life'? LOOOOOOL that feels like history. He is 'so last summer'. 
• More on boys. There's this one guy....I'm gonna call him Roberto (because that is a sexy name) and we started off as friends but now we're sorta...blurring that line between friends and more than friends. It's all very confusing and I honestly with every fibre of my being want to be MORE than friends but, well, guess not. ): 
• Lessons are torture. History is balls. It really is. My art teacher DESPISES me. She gave me an E. For a mind blowing painting of a bird that took me ages (90 minutes tops) because apparently, I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE PAINTING A BIRD. Bishh, please.
• Of non-class friends. So you know I've got 4 best friends who were from my old class? Yeah, things are getting weird now. One of them is becoming more..distant. And I'm always the last to know about things (she only tells me because the other 3 persuade her, pfft.) and I tell her EVERYTHING. I guess its just because I'm not in the same class anymore, which makes inside jokes more inside, leaving me out to play the guessing game. Oh well.
• Ah. The depression part. I was going through depression for a few months. No one really knows the full extent of things but yeah, I was doing the whole cutting, staring into space thinking dark thoughts and a whole lot of others. It wasn't pretty. But, I had Paggie. And she helped me through so much. And Roberto, of course. Plus, I realised that I wasn't the only person going through a tough time, so that gave me a bit of an epiphany. I don't know if I'm using the word right. (:
• And there's the whole self-esteem thing. Don't gag but guys have been kinda weird lately. The flirty, asking-out thing. Don't get me wrong, I'm not some weird tease, it's just nice to feel..special. Yes, it sounds disgusting written down.

So yeah, things've changed. And I don't know how I'm supposed to feel. Relieved? Confused? Happy? All of those, I guess.

PLUS I"VE BEEN READING SO MUCH OHMYGOSH. Loving it. Haha the nerd in me..

My exams are on the 10th. Kill me, please? 

I should go study now. Or not. I'm just lazing around.

Love,

dhan. 

Valentine's Day,

Well, tomorrow is Valentine's day.. Sigh.. So yeah, I'm not a huge Valentine's fan or whatever. Its like, we're mourning the death of Saint Valentine by wearing red, pink or any colours associated with those. And its so commercialized. Don't get me wrong, a nice 'Happy Valentine's day' is nice but I dont like the big HooHaa. All that, 'Baby, will you be my Valentine? More than a Valentine? I agree to be with you for the rest of eternity blah blah blah'. Like, COME ON MAN. We're kids, don't act like you 30. If you are 30 however, I guess its acceptable for you to do so.


So yeah, today was Valentine's. Haha, thats right, I never even posted this last night. So anyway, school had a 'FRIENDSHIP' Day sale today. They changed Valentine's to FRIENDSHIP. Fight the system. ANYWAY, the roses looked incredibly fake but smelt divine so I bought a couple for my friends. ANDTHEN, I saw the current love of my life get down on one knee and ask a girl I am close to, to be his valentine. Fml.


Haha. Its WEDNESDAY NOW. Yes, I am a procrastinator. Sorry. Yeah, Valentine's this year was okay, I guess. On a scale of 1-10, I'd give it 5. (:




I HAVE to post this now! (:


love,


Dhanyia.

Of Angpao's and Fireworks.

Whats that time of year when there are fireworks in the daytime that last till 5 in the morning? That time of the year when everything goes red and kiddies walk up to you and say 'Gimme some angpao and no one gets hurt' ? But of course, its CHINESE NEW YEAR! To all my Chinese homies, Happy New Year guys!! 
  Am I the only one who has noticed the difference in the amount of money in an angpao packet? Last year, ONE angpao would contain a MINIMUM of 10 bucks! Now, getting 3 bucks is considered lucky enough. I know, I know the economy sucks right now and you'd have to be above 40 to understand it all but whatever. I. Want. ANGPAO. 

Think that's childish? No one cares.


Bruno Mars is coming to town!! In APRIL!! A mere DAY after my birthday! But GUESS WHAT. A day after the concert date was announced, tickets were 100% SOLD OUT. Fml. Seriously. I'd catch a grenade for him, I swear! Sure, his songs are pretty one-sided, all about girls and love but COME ON. You cannot listen to a Bruno Mars song without singing along. Thus scaring innocent passers-by.. Lets all convince Bruno Mars to have 3 days in our lovely country guys!! We can do it! Haha, actually, we most probably couldn't but no harm trying, right? (:

Anyways, that's all for today sooo...BYE!

Again, Happy CNY! And HAPPY EARLY VALENTINES DAY!! 

Loved,

Dhanyia XD

Just Thinking..

School. Say this word and like a billion things pop into your head at once. Lame. Teachers. Awesome. Friends. Canteen. And so on. Wanna know how school's like for me now?

IT SUCKS. S. U. C. K. S..

Yes, you read it right, I said SUCKS. At this point I'm gonna do some serious ranting so..you were warned.

So last year I was in this awesome class. Like seriously awesome. All my new friends were jam packed into one class and everyone got to know each other so well, because, lets face it. You're in a new school, and you don't know anyone. Who WOULDN'T wants friends. Apart from that, I had pretty kick ass teachers.
Now 2011. Apparently, I talk waay too much. And for that reason, my teacher shoved me into this crap class. No offence, fellow classmates. So life sucks. Not knowing anyone.. Not talking in class... Ugh.

Not much of a rant, huh? (: 

My iTunes is on shuffle now. Wanna know whats on my Top Favourites list? Allow me to tell you....

1. Closer To The Edge- 30STM
2. Sing- MCR
3. Damn Girl-AAR
4. Mona Lisa- AAR
5. Liquid Confidence- You Me At Six

And about like 30 more. I love music.


I daydream a LOT lately. My teachers are all 'DHANYIA PAY ATTENTION!!' 24/7. Who pays attention to Art anyway?! Yeah so DAYDREAMING. A LOT. Mostly about random stuff, like I wonder if its possible to sneeze with your eyes open or if anyone is as sick as 'Justin Bieber is gay' jokes. Seriously, I get that you hate the dude, but grow up. Seriously.

    Anyways, that's pretty much all I have to say today so..


Ciao.
Love from Dhanyia. (:

Introductions Are When Most People Screw It Allll Up.

Well then. HIIIIII!!!!! No, that sounds too stupid. Whatever. Hey. I'm Dhanyia. And I really like to write. Might not be good at it but like I said, whatever. I'm a student. And I like English the most, go figure. 

   I love reading hahaha. And I'd be dead about 5 years ago without music. My favourite colour is purple and I love food. 

  

So now you know me, pretty much. Feel free to keep on reading. Feel free to keep this link on your Permanently Blocked list. 

Hugs and the rest,

Dhanyia.

P.s Hope you liked my intro. (: